#is this what being lovesick feels like
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I love Gravity Falls so much it makes my heart feel sick, in a literal way. I can barely breathe, I’m shaking and I feel feverish, all out of love for a kids cartoon. This cannot be healthy.
#Alex Hirsch you have poisoned me#gravity falls#i need to hold it physically#but I can’t#and it makes me so sad#is this what being lovesick feels like#I want to puke#when you love stuff so much it physically hurts
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there are 2 wolves inside of me and one of them thinks Anush is going to be giving Kit a shovel talk and the other one thinks Anush is going to be diehard KitTy nation I'm so conflicted
i think anush will definitely be wary of kit at the start, bc i predict kit will be kinda cold and distant when kitty reunite bc he doesn’t wanna get hurt again. and so anush won’t like how kit (presumably) acts towards ty. but also he will see how happy ty is now that he’s with kit again and how he says his name and how he reacts to kit’s presence and then i just know he will be a hardcore kitty shipper!!! he just wants ty to be the happiest he can be (bestie core🫶🏻)!!! and that includes having kit by his side!!!
(but anush giving kit shovel talk for being a dick would actually be hella hot icl! like YES! protect ur bestie! tell ‘em how to behave!)
#i feel like as soon as anush sees kit’s true feelings he will know that kitty are perfect together#and he will ship them SO hard#(he’s always gonna be teasing them for being so lovesick🥹)#but yeah anush only wants what’s best for ty!#ty blackthorn#anush joshi#kit herondale#kit x ty#kitty#the last king of faerie#the dark artifices#the wicked powers#tlkof#tda#twp#tsc#asks
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thinking so so hard about LaughingStock and how that'd go down. disastrously, probably
#and ill talk about it at Length in the tags until tumblr cuts me off like a rowdy drunk after last call#please keep in mind this is all in my Brain and relationship dynamics etc are all technically speculation. anyway#so while franklydear is your more classic 'oh no im in love with him! / aw shucks im in love with him<3'#laughingstock is 'feelings what feelings / oh shit oh fuck this is bad'#to Me.#in my mind howdy is completely oblivious to his emotions#he's out here like 'gotta get the store impressively neat & shiny for barnaby! and everyone else' without blinking an eye#he starts assembling barnaby and wally's dogs slower an slower so that barnaby has to hang around a smidge longer than usual#he's out here giggling at barnaby's jokes while sweeping Hours or Days after the joke was told like a lovesick idiot#all while being like Ah Yes Barnaby My Dear Friend. My Platonic Buddy Whose Jokes I Laugh At A Little Too Hard. Platonically.#meanwhile barnaby Realizes his own feels. has a minor crisis. goes through the 12 stages of grief and absolutely panics#he's like 'ok just gotta play it cool. normal. dont be weird. he'll fall for your natural charm in no time'#'ill hold all of my feelings right here until i die or howdy reciprocates. i just cant tell anyone about this.'#'....hey wally you can keep a secret right'#and rizzes it up yk. rolls a nat 20 on charisma every time without howdy even realizing it. ig barns rolled for stealth too#and from barnabys pov its going great!#howdy is flirting back! hes showing all the signs! when eddie views their interactions he comes to barnaby later and is like A+ gay as fuck#so barnaby is a soft pining mess and howdy is Absurdly Oblivious despite being a clever & observant guy#so im imagining (will freely admit that this Train of Thought is slightly inspired by the latest chapter of Stamps by Indigopoptart)#that eventually barnaby is Confident in their budding relationship ok. hes ready to ask howdy out.#everyone who Knows (wally & eddie) are like Go For It He Clearly Loves You#and when barnaby tells howdy. howdys like 'ohhhh geez um im really flattered 🥺 but i dont feel the same 😔😭'#cue barnaby turning into the 'never again' meme while trying to laugh it off and pretend like he didnt just have his heart mr starked#so he goes home to smoke his pipe and cry and howdy goes about his day feeling Strange#why cant he stop thinking about that confession. what are these emotions. i mean its not as if hes in love with Ohhhhhh No. Oh No.#so howdy has his 'holy shit! im in love with barnaby! (lovestruck. swooning) ....Holy Shit I Rejected Barnaby (horrified. nauseous)' moment#cue howdy expecting barnaby to come by in the morning as per Routine so they can talk. he Doesnt. cue howdy stressing the fuck out over it#meanwhile wally sally (eddie sent her in his place. hes too busy) and barnaby are having a girls day (eating ice cream and watchin romcoms)#eventually barnaby hears that howdy has been Dropping The Ball and cant not check on him. cue emotional heart-2-heart outside the bodega#this is all very specific but its in my brain. these scenarious lull me to sleep every night lately
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the thing is if i have romantic feelings for someone i can have them for such a long time it just wont go away nd i also cant even be interested in anyone else :(((
#the reason this isnt great is bc i've never been in a relationship lol which is a testimony on my feelings sksksk#nd i also feel deeply ashamed nd humiliated bc i know this is just *me* that feels this way#it's normal to be able to be interested in multiple ppl at the same time etc but for me? i just cant :((#nd my brain can stay stuck on someone for years :(((#it's just all around not great#i mean it would be gr8 if i had a partner bc im prob capable of being w someone for years lmao#but now idk :((#it's just embarrassing nd humiliating what a pathetic lovesick little puppy i am#i esp feel ashamed when i know that my feelings are more intense than the other's T-T like ooof im so pathetic im sorry 🙏
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It's pretty insane that saying that arwen could have been done so much better is met with such disdain. And the way I'm seen as an Arthur stan or Gwen hater by saying that. I'm literally saying the both of them deserved better..?
Gwen (and Arthur let's be completely real here) was a victim of a show that was chronically inconsistent in their characterizations of people. She suffered (as Arthur did) from a story line that I'm sorry is just really bad. And you can still love Gwen and Arthur from legend. But I can still say this interpretation falls short in showing the growth of their relationship in a way that feels real and not just .. necessary.
#bbc merlin#once again. no this is not because i ship merthur#i think there are moments i really like of Arthur and Gwen interacting and i think merlins interactions w both of them are sweet#but it feels so forced#youre telling me yall didnt feel the difference between s1 and 2 and on?#you didnt notice how they went from polite but distant to 😍 from nowhere#if they had just shown us some sort of hate to friends to lovers but it was rushed#in the span of one episode she goes from detesting him to kissing him and liking it and then later being lovesick#and for arthur he goes from learning modesty in s1 to becoming a complete prat again (for the Jokes you understand)#to completely lovesick with her and angsty because he doesnt want to have a secret relationship and his father wont accept her#that rationale is fine if it didnt just come out of fuckin nowhere#that's all im saying#its so rushed#and for what?? they could have spent time and energy having that build up with merlin watching it happen#and instead the writers decide to just tell us instead idk#but apparently that means i hate gwen and woc and whatever other bullshit
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#whats so disturbing. mostly bc i used to be so content being independent#is that whenever im somewhere. be it alone. or with other ppl. i always wish he was with me NXJZJZJZMMZMZMZZMMZ#LIKE THAT IS SO........... XJJZJKZKZKZK GOD#i went to like. a market today n the whole time i was like... man itd have been so fun if he was here ..... JDJSJZJZM GOD#i have it so bad#but i was always like. if i find someone i like hangjng out with more than i like being by myself... obvi thats the person for me#but when i said that. i kind of assumed that was an Impossibility but oh the turn tables JJXJXJXMXJZJZM#n e way. its just me writing another lovesick post JDJDMJDJDJDJS#personal#im getting close to making a move i think. but kind of want to settle in my job first. and like jddjddjjkdk he Knows i just got one after#looking for a long time so i think hes like. understanding that we havent seen each other Njdjdjz LOL IDK. im just assuming#we have talked consistently every week tho since i last saw him. which is pretty good for us tbh#idk i like that we dont have to talk all the time. i always hated when guys message constantly JDNDJDNZNDN like leave me alone i have a life#JDJDJDJSJZMZ#but yeah... im not worried anymore nor do i feel the need to constantly validate whether he likes me or not. i think at this point its...#clear JDJDJDJJDKXKXJX#WATCH ME BE WRONG LMAO GOD.#ah well... things will turn out how they turn out
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from a notification i saw wrong, i came up with a whole costume idea
(from far away, i thought the book was a strapless top and her pink shirt was a puff-sleeve bolero??? i don’t know, man, but you’re welcome)
#violetta#art#fanart#digital art#ludmila ferro#ludmi as a kpop idol or magical girl#deep in my kpop era!!!#ik a lotta people like the newjeans styling for being refreshing and relatable#BUT WHAT GETS ME IS THE EXTRA AS FUCK STYLING#THE AMOUNT OF DETAIL THAT RIVALS EVER AFTER HIGH#LOVESICK GIRLS BY BLACKPINK!#FANCY BY TWICE#THE FEELS BY TWICE#I CANT STOP ME BY TWICE#TWICE CONCERT OUTFITS IN GENERAL#LOVE DIVE BY IVE#i could go on but i love over the top stage outfit styling
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WIP Wednesday, I guess (hey, I haven’t gone to sleep yet)
This bit, springing off of my tags from this post, shout outs to @purplelea, punched me in the face while I was trying to take a nap or at least think about the two fics I’m actually seriously working on, so I guess you’re going in the rotation.
“Besides, he’s already rejected me,” Joshua says.
Shiki and Beat turn toward him. “What, for real, yo?” Beat asks. Joshua nods.
“He never mentioned it to us,” Shiki says, frowning. “Just that you offered him your job again. Without the guns this time.”
Joshua frowns. “Yeah, and? He turned me down.” When this only makes them look more confused, he goes on. “Clearly if he were interested, he’d have said yes. I’d name him my eventual successor, we stay in the UG together and visit you guys, and then eventually when he was ready to be Composer I’d take over the Producer role, and we'd rule the city together. Obviously.”
“Or maybe he just ain’t interested in the job,” Beat says. Joshua looks at him like he just suggested the moon doesn’t exist. “What? Jus’ sayin’, he didn’t say anything 'bout that, yo.”
“It was implied.”
“In other words, you didn’t confess, and Cowards Club continues,” Shiki says. Beat nods. Joshua groans.
“Like it matters? Even if he didn’t turn me down,” Joshua says, clearly humoring them, “he’s obviously way more into you two than me. One of you should go for it.”
“Uh, no? How’s it obvious?” Beat asks. “‘Cuz I heard ‘im when you showed up, Priss. He wasn't that happy to see me, yo.”
Joshua looks at Shiki. “Neku broke back through a hole in reality to save Beat and punched the power overload right out of Minamimoto. There was glowing. Sparkles. I have seen every ill-conceived dramatic romantic gesture anyone’s ever committed in this city, and it topped all of them.”
#wips#writing with Regalli#joshbeatneshiki#I'm currently calling this one 'polyam disasters'#I keep editing a 'happily ever after' in and out of the end of Joshua's first bit but honestly I'll decide that WAY later#I refuse to let this one be done before the others#just on principle#so it'll probably be edited even more than what I usually do as I do a first pass#and this was definitely the 'write whatever I need to get those two core bits DOWN' section so it's not at ALL polished#this isn't the end of this scene - it's not even the end of that bit - but this was the parts that I went 'sigh. writing you I guess'#but it is definitely fun to just bounce three lovesick dumbasses off each other like bouncy balls#the club name was absolutely someone else's dubbing and it's your guess as to who#(not pictured: the COMPLETE AND UTTER EXHAUSTION of everyone else who's had to deal with them all being Sad and Lovesick for three years)#(also not pictured: Neku has no clue what's going on but while he's happy his best friends *cough* crushes *cough*#are all best friends themselves now he's admittedly feeling left out that apparently the three of them regularly hang out just on their own#also he's been doing some Googling since he got back which means that by default he is in possession of the Only Brain Cell Here.)
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o i think i realized why i was suddenly embarrassed talking about me and sans. while getting used to talking abt my ships publicly i decided itd be easier to talk about him in a half joking post dating kinda way (i.e. “hes my boyfriend and i love him”). but that means that my favorite part in our relationship to think about (pre dating stuff) is still embarrassing as hell
#cherry chats#dont think im explainin this all too well but#i guess saying stuff like ‘were datemates who love each other’ is one thing#saying stuff like ‘he has a huge crush on me and is a total lovesick idiot about it’ is still embarrassing#especially because its like. very me-centric if that makes sense#it makes me feel self centered i guess even though its my ship and i can do what i want#imagining him being a total goner for me is my favorite. talking about it makes me embarrassed still#ohoghf. goin 2 bed. but for the record i love pre dating stuff the most -////-;#geez. cant even talk about this without gettin all bashful about it. blushjng at words im writing myself is so embarrassing
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When you're missing your constant companions cause you just came from an exam and didn't see them waiting outside dissing the question paper... And then they finally get free and reply to the text you sent days ago... and a screenshot is shot into the gc, just like that the group chat is back on fire and it's like the group was never really dead, just waiting for everyone to get a grip of their life and find a way to section off a part of their day exclusively yours, for old times sake.
O jaate nahi kahin rishte purane... Kisi naye ke.. aajane se... Jaata hoon main toh mujhe tu jaane de... Kyun pareshan hai.. mere jaane se... Toota hai toh juda hai kyun... Meri taraf tu muda hai kyu... Haq nahi.. tu yeh kahe.. ki yaar ab hum na rahe...
Ek teri.. yaari ka hi... Saaton janam.. haqdaar hoon main... Tera yaar hoon main...
#me being a nostalgic idiot and romanticising things that arent meant to be romanticised but how else do you hear that song and not instantly#remember a friendship that aint there anymore. how do not feel the emptiness in your heart. not feel the silence that used to be filled wit#mindless chatter and information about someone who isnt there to be showered in jokes and appreciation... am i acting like a lovesick#buffoon? welp i guess eet eez what eet eez#sharma nostalgic#sharma shitposting?
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#hey man. lunch break#gotta remember to take those and stop wondering why i'm so grumpy/lethargic when i don't lmao#god. the mess i'm reduced to right now. would you believe it#forcing down easy-to-prepare junk food like the lovesick puppy i am#falling in love with your friends is SUPER overrated dude. especially when one is deep in the closet like me#but it's made work a little easier. i've needed the distraction more than usual#not to make you feel bad or anything but that whole being dead thing you're doing right now makes work a lot harder#harder to motivate myself knowing you're not gonna see any of what we do#new people keep joining and i'm like. fuck it's so unfair they don't get to meet you#but hey! all i had to do to get my groove back a bit was get a stupid fucking crush!#you would be so not proud of the monstrosity i've made for lunch btw. lmao. a gross little plate of carbs#but hey. it's something!#miss you dude. ghost movie night tonight? hell yeah ghost movie night tonight#tw death#own post
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had an absolute bonkers dream that I grew a weird cock thing (basically it wasn't a realistic cock, it was more of a very smooth wet tendril that served a cock's purpose) while fucking that guy I like and it ruined the mood, lol
#i woke up with the most mixed feelings#because im femme and probably about to get into a “straight” relationship with this man#(he knows im genderqueer but he is pretty heterosexual)#(im just fem presenting both physically and behaviorally and know that thats what attracts people to me)#(its no big deal unless he starts being actually disrespectful about queer shit)#but also the pure gender euphoria of that weird tendril cock thing#because i dont like penises really#(i mean on other people FUCK yeah but i dont want a real one attached to me personally)#but as a genderqueer person i love “unhuman” anatomy#and a tentacle or tendril cock would be cool#genderqueer#genital mention#ns//fw#whores lovesick musings
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wanted to do another TME sketchdump (that i actually finish coloring ;;;) and so i did!!!
been thinking about TME almost literally 24/7 (and the other time is spent on OCs lol) and i still can't get over how this story is literally everything ive longed to see (as well as full of things i didn't know i longed to see. hewwo Empress Arne and Emperor Christopher).
#The mighty extra#the mighty extra: one girl changes the world#i gave up on the Lyla/irlLyla one ahaha#i just wanted to transition between both her selves in a cool dissolving kind of way#also im utterly in love with this new artstyle of mine#can't wait to use it for my own original projects at some pt lol#also the Helene/Paris sketch in this makes me melt#i like how the universe heard my complaints about Tilt/Burst and said “bet. here's a ship that is of the same archetype but better"#literally Helene is manipulative of Paris but he's lovesick for her and their relationship is so fun and dynamic i love them#can't wait to see what pivotal moment in the plot changes Helene's opinion of Paris and at what point she reciprocates his interest in her#tho tbf she may already be at this point considering she's strangely playful towards him and literally no one else in the story#also!! Arne??? you'd think i should hate her bc she's cruel to my fave but goddamn am i kind of rooting for her ngl#she's such a good villainess character and i have a feeling if she wasn't blinded by sunk cost hell she would've been a good mother-#to Helene#especially because i can't help but remember that Arne implies she was spiteful towards Christopher for never once caring about Helene-#or Tyrone when they were hurt as kids and how she uses the unfairness of that situation to chastise him#honestly Arne's actions are understandable af. she's not a good person but damn if im not on her side over the emperor's#i have so many thoughts about this manwha it's literally such a complex story and so up my alley it hurts#never thought a transmigration manwha would end up being my favorite story ever but here we are#and im quite enjoying my time here :P
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He would try to emotionally blackmail him into never speaking of it.
So like... Announces that he's alive. Gets a hug. Dissapears somewhere in the bunker. Shows signs of life but doesn't talk to Dean.
This question is for destiel shippers. In destiel fanfics where Cas escapes the Empty and 15x20 never happens, there are usually two scenarios for how Cas deals with the consequences of his confession: either he avoids Dean because he's afraid of his reaction, or he feels happy and free because he finally revealed all his secrets.
#or whatever#in some universes Dean just kisses him on the mouth the moment he announces that he's back#in some universes dean is just determines in what part of bunker cas is and delivers his decidedly not lovesick speech#or bullies cas into being back if he won't mention it#and they can go back to being married idiots in love#i don't think sam will survive this ending though#'dean you've literally cried like a baby for months that cas loves you don't start this shit'#'damn dude i think he changed his mind'#'i will literally murder you go confess'#(bonus:#cas: why are you threatening his life#sam: he won't confess his feelings for you#cas: sam it's not polite to project your assumptions on others#dean: no he's actually right#cas: what#dean: what#)
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hyper-analyzing past two months of texts down to the emoji back and forth from my lover and me like a freaking obsessed crazy person to determine the tenor of our relationship and interactions going forward
#my greatest fear is that I'm too annoying/cant take hints? and he'll drop me suddenly like a hot potato with no closure.#even though in-person he's been nothing but kind and lovely [but terse on texting] so idk how justified my assumption that he'll callousl#drop me is#but what can I expect.#it just SUCKS that I finally encounter my dream-man-made-flesh but he doesn't want anything serious rn (for reasons I get)#but we [ie. me] cannot all get what we want. that is life. !#I'm sorry I'm complaining about this same thing for weeks but it's occupying my mind it's occupying my heart 24/7#esp since I've only begun being romantically/sexually active within the past 1.5 years or so literally lol 🥲 all relatively new territory#need to the take advice I've gotten and take stock as to what I want and what I'm feeling.#lovesickness is such a real sensation of ailment
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ᯓ ᡣ𐭩 thinking 'bout lovesick! yuji... best friend! yuji who is so in love with you but doesnt have the guts to outright tell you.
dies every time you two hang out 'cause you just prattle on and on about how you wish you had the experience of being eaten out... and you trust your best friend so much that it doesnt come as a shock or as anything other than a willingness to help you out when he tells you he'd volunteer.
easy to lay back against his bed, the same one you two spend so much time cuddling on in between classes and movie sessions. so easy to spread your legs for him and let him nose against your weeping cunt.
wondering why it's so warm and smells so good. eagerly nuzzling along your swollen lips, shamelessly sucking in the skin into his waiting mouth. and you don't know if its embarrasment that he doesn't look up at you once- not until you keen out his name all high and pretty.
easy to tangibly see how lovesick yuji is for you when he just sucks your swollen clit into his mouth and sucks and sucks and sucks. his hands balled into fists on either sides of your hips- not daring to touch. just follows around the canting of your hips with his bobbing head. he doesn't even mind when you buck up and clamp your thighs around his head when you cum in broken pants of his name and pleads.
pleads that fall on deaf ears because he's just too far gone, thinks that "just a little more- just a little bit more and i'll stop." but he never does.
its not until you take shaky hands and push against his forehead after cumming for the 3rd time. too weak to pick your head up off the bed for minutes at a time. and when you finally do- he's sitting there, fist wrapped around the print of his cock through grey sweats.
visibly shaking with the restrain he's going through, meeting eyes with yours when you have the ability to pick your head back up and see the way he tips his head back to stare at the ceiling- groaning an apology for getting too ahead of himself.
wondering... "do you ever wonder what cock feels like?" yuji asks, barely audible- like he wishes he could show you what that's like too. and to his dismay and utter relief, you nod pretty at him.
#yuji#yuji smut#yuji x reader#yuji x reader smut#jjk smut#yuji x you#yuji x y/n#yuuji#yuuji smut#yuuji x reader smut#yuuji x you#yuuji x y/n#itadori yuuji#yuuji x reader#jjk itadori#jjk x y/n#jjk yuji#jjk x you#jjk x reader#yuji itadori#itadori x you#itadori smut#itadori x reader#jujutsu itadori#jujutsu yuji#jjk#smut
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